Cause maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me.
I've
been staring at this blank screen for about 5 days now;Trying to figure
out how to write about my pain and heartbreak, trying to find the words
to explain how I really feel. The truth is, there are no words for the
pain I am currently feeling right now and there aren't words to fix me.
Then I made the decision that I'm not going to blog about all of the
negativeness I have in me right now, that just fuels the fire. Right?
So let me say this, even though some things don't work out...some things do.
Unexpected things that don't make sense to you at all. That's what is so
beautiful about life though; even with all the bad shit going on in the
world there can still be some happiness brought on from the smallest
thing.
People
you never thought would mean the world to you suddenly turn into the
best thing you have and know. That even when you have lost all hope in
everything you know, someone RANDOMLY shows up and makes you believe
that everything will be okay. Cause in all honesty even if you cry
yourself to sleep tonight like I have been doing for the past week,
everything is going to be okay. Cause you're not alone. Cause you have a
beautiful family and wonderful friends that would do anything to
protect you. I'd do anything to protect you.
I know it's going to be okay, maybe not now. But soon. Why do I think that?
Cause you're too damn beautiful and have been through too much for it to not be okay. I'm probably rambling, but I don't care.
Tell
someone how you feel, let them know what's in your heart; cause you are
never going to get that moment back. You are never going to know for
sure know where it will take you.
These
past few days, I've felt unworthy of love and like it couldn't get any
worst. But it could and I am loved. I know that. I think cause we are
human we forget how to be thankful for what we do have and we take the
things we love for granted.
Stop doing that.
Live now.
Love through the pain.
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