Salutations Amigos.

Stop keeping tracks of the mistakes you've made - it's time to forgive yourself. 

So I've had one of these blog things before but I forgot my password, either way I'm glad to start fresh. I'm Ashley Caballero and I am almost 21 and honestly I feel way older. I have really bad anxiety and I had a few suggestions that I start up a blog and focus my energy on something that I can benefit from and maybe other people can benefit from also. I take everything to heart whether I say it or not. Even if I barely know you, chances are I would take 10 bullets for you. I'm passionate about my life and my loved ones and what I do with my free time. 

I hope I can make a positive impact in your life whether I actually know you or not. There have been some not so nice people in my life that have shaped me into the person that I am today and I like to think that even with my bad days, I am a good person with good intentions. I have the best support system in the world and my friends and my family are everything to me. 

My life isn't easy, but it's beautiful and busy and unexpected. You never know what is going to happen or who you are going to meet or who you will have an effect on. THAT'S CRAZY, RIGHT?! Like you could wake up tomorrow and meet Nick Jonas or get a free meal from Olive Garden. How perfect would that be? FREE LASAGNA! OK! But on the other hand you could run over a squirrel named Dale or run out of gas on the highway during rush hour. Which would blow, blow like MASSIVE chunks. Nasty green yellow smelly pukey chunks. But everything happens for a reason, it's like this pebble being thrown in the water and making a ripple effect. 

That's why I'm writing this, to remind you that your life no matter how hard it is right now; that it's beautiful and it means something. I think most days we all forget that our lives are a gift given to us and that the things we have; we are lucky to have. Just because you have a bad day doesn't mean you have a bad life. There is something beautiful in everything that you do, even in the mistakes you make. You're the person you are for a reason; there is this great and beautiful plan for you whether you realize it or not. 

Take a step back and look at the day you had. How was it? Did it blow green smelly chunks? Did you make progress with something that you've been dealing with? Whatever it was remember it, take it with you everywhere you go. Remember how it made you feel. Love yourself and love everyone around you. Remember that everyone has a story and goes through things on the daily that are hard to deal with, you're not the only one with a problem. 

This was a rather happy opener about my new blog adventures, but honestly I can assure you my life isn't always rainbows and unicorns, it's a lot of thunderstorms. Trust me, you will be hearing about those bad days and why my life sucks for that day.

If you ever start to forget how loved you really are, let me know. That's why I'm here. Because whether I barely know you or not, chances are I would take 10 bullets for you.