You know when you haven't seen or talked to someone in forever and you plan out everything you want to say to them when you see them. You have a list of all of these things that you've been dying to tell them and then when it finally happens. You make eye contact and not a word comes out. Not a single word; just a look of wonder and pain and anger thrown on your face.
And it all just sucks so bad because at one point in time, that person was the only person you wanted anything to do with. And you don't even need words from them or explanations, you just need to know that they are okay and well and happy.
And I may be ranting but I don't care. I just get so angry when I think about all the people who once meant a great deal to me and then the next day I meant nothing to them. I mean lets be real for a second; I'm far too scared to say a real though out loud to someone who made a point that I was better off without them. But how is that fair?
Who are you to make such a decision for me.
I hope you're reading this.
I hope you're okay and I forgive you.
God puts people into our lives when we need them most and when we no longer need each other he takes them away because there is someone else out there who needs us just as much as we need them. Remember the good times you had and never forget what that person means to you. Wish them well and move on. You've got bigger and better things coming, and you'll find a new friend and you'll share every adventure with them. You are loved by so many people, don't let the people of your past affect the future that's laid out for you. Love always, but when it's time to let go, let go with love in your heart and thank them for everything that helped you through, I guarantee they think the same thing.
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