You know when you haven't seen or talked to someone in forever and you plan out everything you want to say to them when you see them. You have a list of all of these things that you've been dying to tell them and then when it finally happens. You make eye contact and not a word comes out. Not a single word; just a look of wonder and pain and anger thrown on your face.
And it all just sucks so bad because at one point in time, that person was the only person you wanted anything to do with. And you don't even need words from them or explanations, you just need to know that they are okay and well and happy.
And I may be ranting but I don't care. I just get so angry when I think about all the people who once meant a great deal to me and then the next day I meant nothing to them. I mean lets be real for a second; I'm far too scared to say a real though out loud to someone who made a point that I was better off without them. But how is that fair?
Who are you to make such a decision for me.
I hope you're reading this.
I hope you're okay and I forgive you.
